I peeked around the corner a minute ago to see if there was any shadowy movement in River's crib... silhouette of the bottle, half-massed...little feet shuffling, trying to hold onto a final ounce of today. Nothing.
I tiptoed past the crib
climbed into my bed to
gaze at her quiet breath...
soft whispers escape
rose lips, pursed as if
to say "you knew me before,
and I know you now."
She is my reason. Nothing more.
My name is Amanda and I WAS Bipolar and Pregnant. As of August 21, 2011 it was 9 months since River Sadie graced our world... and I had NO idea what a beautiful chaos she would bring in her rucksack of tricks. My self-absorption index has plummeted to an all time low, yet the pendulum still swings; this new universe called motherhood is dizzying. I welcome you to a place where you can read a candid account of dealings with mental illness as a mother, and can apply it to ANY manifestation.
Monday, October 10, 2011
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