Holden Caulfield LIVE - "Catcher" on "Dear Prudence" Radio...'Tis the Season 12/11 by dearprudence | Self Help Podcasts
My name is Amanda and I WAS Bipolar and Pregnant. As of August 21, 2011 it was 9 months since River Sadie graced our world... and I had NO idea what a beautiful chaos she would bring in her rucksack of tricks. My self-absorption index has plummeted to an all time low, yet the pendulum still swings; this new universe called motherhood is dizzying. I welcome you to a place where you can read a candid account of dealings with mental illness as a mother, and can apply it to ANY manifestation.
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Day 27 - ESCAPE FROM ILLNESS on "Dear Prudence" Radio 12/04 by dearprudence | Self Help Podcasts
Saturday, November 30, 2013
A Hidden Place
It seems that I usually have a solution to the so-called mental conundrums that plague us, post-pregnancy, mentally-ill or not... little band-aids...ounces of positivity, hope. Today is different. I cannot go back to that without shedding the skin of the rotten onion lodged in my throat. It is spotted, moldy and sprouting invasive leeks. They are slowly choking my heart, attaching to my arms...hands...synapses... everything is misfiring, and all I feel is seething anger. All I taste is angst. The moldy skin chokes me... and the viscous words sit. Love is inherent, but it won't surface. It cannot. It is stuck, and I am numb, trapped in my own mind, unable to find a shaft of sunlight in this rancid place.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Friday, September 6, 2013
Thursday, September 5, 2013
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